mspixieears’s dream blog

dream, Tue 24/11/09

My dreams are getting more convoluted. This could mean something...

There was some kind of party at my house which was stripped - of furniture, wires, pictures hanging on the wall. In some parts of the house, the walls were completely knocked out. The party was for me, but my brother invited a whole bunch of his friends who turned out to be really nice. Everybody got very drunk. People wrote on the shorts I was wearing, and I didn't even realise. Every now and then I would be jokingly chased by a boy and run towards my partner to save me. There was a food fight in one part of the house. I saw what looked like cheese and chickpeas in a puddle and even against my better judgement, put a finger in the dip to taste it, even though it was a hot day.

We were all wild. We hung off exposed beams and ripped wires out of the walls. My father was pretty mad. He said everyone was so polite, till they got drunk.

My brother tried to come into my skeleton of a room. All my things were packed up into Victorian furniture. I pulled my laptop out. I told him to get out. He wouldn't listen, so I started to bludgeon him with a vintage mirror. Eventually, he left.

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This gave way to some sort of ancient Greek mythological setting. I was watching a wall, overgrown with ivy and other things. It would shift and change, as if to 'refresh' itself, in panels.

There were two Greek gods, a female and male. The female told the male to be still so she could go into his body to heal him in a certain place. Later on, she had a child. I was that child, and grew up to be beautiful. I had a purpose to serve. Once I served my purpose, three other gods bludgeoned me to death and my mother was furious. I consumed BPAL imps - literally, glass and all. I was able to chew on them. I was worried that eating them meant I wasn't getting to sample them.

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In another setting, this time with my parents and some other people. We are on some sort of camp, and it's set in the outback on a hill. I meet a boy, whose parents snub me. I offer to shake their hands but they start to make fun of me, and my apparent high-falutin ways, even though I am just trying to be friendly. The boy is so embarrassed. I start screaming at my mother, and telling her why I prefer to talk to my father over her. We all hop on a weird train, and the boy follows me.

I turn into a beautiful girl, with fair skin, blonde hair and large blue eyes. He falls in love with me and sets fire to a man who looks like Craig McLachlan in order to win my love. I am distraught. He tries to carry the charred body away for me. He is hospitalised, and I can't even visit him or touch him because he is so burnt. I am disgusted.

Girls dive into a green pool to fundraise, for what I'm not sure. The boy's parents drive into a hazard but no one misses them because they are so horrible and right-wing.

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dream, Tue 3/11/09

I was in this strange large house. Two of my housemates were these socially scared people so they didn't interact much with us. I was in this large floral bed that could easily fit three people. On one end, I lay, at the other end, @futuresandwich.

We were throwing some kind of party. The socially scared housemates hid. @futuresandwich left with a friend in a really cool classic car.

They eventually came back and I told him off for leaving me. One of the socially scared housemates traipsed the backyard and kept muttering under his breath.

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dream, Sat 26/9/09

EMS Luke was leaving for somewhere (he has recently, in real life). For some reason, neither of us had any illusions - both of us were sad to be parting, though I'm not sure why as we were not romantically linked. He had insanely rare BPALs and was giving them to me to sniff. I spilt one of them on the carpet and thought he would kill me, but he didn't seem to mind. For some reason, he was leaving me contact details for him and for his sister or female cousin (in real life, he has no sister).The party we were having ended with pizza. L left and didn't mind me constantly kissing him goodbye. He even seemed to like it and couldn't even pretend to push me away.

tAlex and Rob and I were living together and all our bedroom doors were shut. I was in my room, shut my door so as not to bug them as I had music playing. tAlex then came in to join me and just talk and seemed interested in...spending proper quality time with me. I was a bit miffed. I tried not to ask any stupid open source computer questions around him but he seemed a bit more friendly about it and did his best to make me feel like I wasn't bothering him. I felt like all three boys were interested in me - as a person, not romantically. I was flattered and embarrassed that it made me feel liked.

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dream digest, Sat 23/5/09

I've forgotten one dream since I last wrote here. Let's see how well I do at recalling the last three days' dreams.

Sat 23/5/09

In some amazing house that had four wings (not the flight kind!). Some Filipino family friends were invited around and they proceeded to leave a mess everywhere - I recall most keenly that there was mud and fried chicken remains ground into the floor. There were food bowls (or trays, rather) for cats. Apparently, 2-4 cats would decide our modern mansion was their home and eat from them.

There were water bowls next to them and they had orange blobs floating, not unlike fish roe. They would jump out of the bowl and explode, leaving orange goo-mess on the floor.

Another part of the house: we were fiddling with the blinds and curtains. In another room, I drew the curtains to shield an old Nintendo and TV from the sun. There were Rumpole books around and I knew these belonged to my father.

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Another dream, same night. My obese friend-bully in high school was humiliating me again. We had to do some dance for school. Some band musicians played music, and all of a sudden we were on a float and they were outside, running along. As they ran along, other regular people would pick up their instruments and jam with them. I was talking with my brother about a week-long debutante and felt it unfair that the men could wear the same suit the whole way through whereas the females had to change dresses - one new one for daytime, one new one for the evening.

Previous to this, my brother and father and I were in a house and I was threatening to kill myself because both were driving me insane in that I could not be my true self whenever they were in the same room, which was all the time. I could not even sleep alone. I was so angered by their presence and felt quite homicidal towards my brother, but eventually began dangling myself on a balcony.

Fri 22/5/09

I was an onlooker - some sort of medieval fairytale setting. There was a beautiful woman - sometimes I was her, sometimes not. Our army had captured this stunning centaur and tied up all his legs. The beautiful woman wanted to have sex with this creature. I was then watching our army wade through icy water - how it managed not to freeze them, I don't know. Somehow the troops floated despite donning light metal armour. Then we were at some sort of castle and things became bloody as people were slaughtered - of course the beautiful women were not slain.

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In some strange open sort of room with a gorgeous indie comic artist who was apparently famous and regaling all on stories of her fame. These extremely attractive men would come and entertain this girl (who was me, but not really me) who was planning to go on a trip to explore the life of the indie comic artist. She had newspaper articles and maps.

Thu 21/5/09

There was this amazing lipstick that instead of being solid looked like a spring when wound out of the tube. It had been given some exotic-sounding name similar to "farfalla" (as in the pasta!)

I had another main dream this same night but I am struggling to recall it now.

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dream, Sat 9/5/09

Again, yesterday's dream is forgotten: one of the first few dreams that upon waking was very hard to recall.

Today's was set in a house, with two of my former music school housemates. It didn't look anything like the house we'd originally shared but it's a house I've seen in my dreams before - much more spacious and sumptuous. Even our neighbour I'd seen before. He came over to tell us his pet lizard had escaped and to keep a look out for it - this meant that it was loose in our house somewhere. It left green-black faeces everywhere in the carpet and we madly cleaned it up.

We all had room to practice - and for some reason, this house was now the house two of my ex-partners had lived in. I can remember that apparently they'd always made me use one particular bathroom and not the other one, despite that not being the main one.

I went to A's part of the house: for some reason she had her own kitchen, bathroom and even practice room. There was a party in her room - a beautiful, sophisticated old-world one. Many of my primary school and high schoolmates were there. We were all playing different instruments from different periods - even early music ones (I'm a early musician in real life and they often do not play with modern instruments). SB was there and he had a horribly chauvinistic male friend with him who uttered comments on how much "meat" there was, meaning attractive females. I slapped SB and not the person who said this. A primary school friend came up to me and remembered my face. He had some deformity sticking out of his shoulder blade.

Then we all had to pack up and suddenly I was with NM and LR. JD was chasing me as I was half-naked and CS came to save me despite my having a beautiful Japanese sword. I whispered in his ear that he could have said anything to have me - he seemed unaware of this. He came to save me.

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dream, Sun 22/3/09

Please note, the following dream is sexually explicit. Kindly discontinue reading if you are not comfortable with this.

Again, my flat - but not my flat. R was having a party. Someone came to smear some strange sticky substance all over the carpet and furniture. We were supposed to get naked and wrestle together. I remember feeling odd about having to take part, and waited to see if it was a joke.

R was concerned about my being tense and gave me a massage. He said that one shoulder was tighter than the other. It was purely platonic, but I didn't trust his being so nice to me, and wondered why he cared whether or not I was tense and stressed.

From over a balcony indoors, CW cried out to me to quickly go to the television. It was an animated feature - claymation figures that looked plastic (reminded me a bit of Gumby's horse friend Pokey) could be seen. A mother deer came to rescue her male child from a group of static clay blobs. She proceeded to give her child oral sex as his member was stiff. There seemed to be focus on the motion of the teeth, as they showed as she performed this task.

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