dream, Thu 16/7/09
I was in bed with both a male and female friend. We were all naked in about to begin having a threesome.
The male friend was my lover, whereas the female friend just a friend, who lives abroad. She took great fancy to my lover, understandably so, I thought. They began to kiss and he said he liked kissing her. Unexpectedly, I became jealous. More so when my female friend insisted on having sex with my lover, as if I weren’t even there. He asked me for my permission to do so and reluctantly I said I’d prefer for him not to, but I didn’t feel right forbidding him as such. It looked like they were about to proceed so I left the bed, upset.
I don’t know whose house it was – it didn’t look familiar. I heard movement in the house. My lover had left the bed and decided not to sleep with my friend, but she was chasing him. She desired him deeply and was very vocal about it. I could hear her even though I was in another far wing of the house. My lover went into a room and started to talk to someone on the phone. Still naked, I went and put my head to the ornate wooden door. I didn’t know what he was talking about, or to whom. I just wanted him to talk to me but he seemed so preoccupied. My friend’s voice became hysterical as she called for my lover. I wasn’t sure why I wanted to talk to him, but I wasn’t interested in dissuading him from being with someone else. It didn’t really make much sense.
