mspixieears’s dream blog

dream, Wed 8/7/09

This dream contains distressing concepts. Kindly discontinue reading if you think you might be offended.

I was playing with some sort of Korg-like device (am most reminded of Hobnox console and the Korg game on the Nintendo DS) and it was teaching me to manipulate a song. I was following the instructions to the letter but my brother decided he didn't like what I was doing, and didn't like the Garbage song that was playing. He told me to change it but I didn't want to, so he stuck a finger up my bottom to punish me. I screamed like I'd been raped, understandably so. I did actually shout out loud whilst dreaming as I was waking up.

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I can see buildings like that at my high school. I'm running, to another posh high school. I have to run through an army camp to get there. Everyone is in uniform except me. I manage to escape and this guy won't stop following me. He asks me what my last name is and I tell him that it's none of his business.

I get to this beautiful, old-world leafy cluster of buildings. I can't find the school I'm looking for so I enter this government-type building. I go down an escalator and after that realise that I can't escape. We're in some massive shopping centre type place that transports people on escalators and conveyor belts. It takes years to see the outside world again. They've tricked us. They tell us that we're just about to get to leave, but then they won't let us hop on the appropriate escalators to take us to the exits.

After about five or so years, one of the people I'm travelling with decides to kill one of our companions by suffocating her because she insists that we're not being lied to. He kills her so easily and so coldly by pinching shut her nostrils and covering her mouth.

Eventually there's some sort of revolt from the inside and we escape but we've all forgotten how to live outside. We've spent so much time travelling on moving belts and escalators that we don't remember what to do outside.

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dreams, Sat 25/4/09 & Sun 26/4/09

Sat 25/4/09

I was driving around in the Philippines, in the village one side of my family is from. I was trying to find parking and was frazzled because I was warned not to get out of my car or people would attack me. The roads were so narrow. Eventually, I did find parking, next to some sort of tractor-type thing. A man was operating it, digging earth. I stepped out of my car. I knew I wasn't supposed to park where I did. As if to prove this point, the ground around me began to bleed lava. I stepped and jumped around gingerly, to avoid being burnt by it.

This next dream contains sexual concepts which some may find distressing. Kindly discontinue reading if you are not comfortable with this.

Sun 26/4/09

In the first 'story' of the dream, I was actually two people - an eleven-year-old girl, and a fourteen-year-old girl. We were these beautiful brown (that is, darker than me) girls of Malay-Asiatic origin). I kept swapping between the two personalities. This muscly Pacific Islander man wanted to sleep with each of us. He eventually managed to sleep with the eleven-year-old me, telling me that he would be gentle (I was still quite small whereas he was fully grown). I was petrified, but he was gentle. We showered together in this insanely modern bathroom that seemed to exist in a more run-down shack-type house that reminded me of my provincial Filipino grandmother's house. There was quite a mess to clean off. Soon, the man slept with fourteen-year-old me, not realising that I was a virgin. We also showered to clean the mess in the same uber-modern bathroom.

Then the second story of the dream began. I was driving up a dirt track, past a giant television implanted into the ground. I passed a tin shack with women screaming. I knew that they were being tortured. A very broad Australian man's voice talked casually over the screaming. I found it highly distressing.

I don't remember how it happened, but after driving over the hill, I found myself part of some American secret army operative in Mexico. They were killing informants who had ceased to be informants and were allowed to return to America. The Mexicans didn't want the informants going back to tell Americans what Mexico was like. I drove around in a jeep (more similar to a Filipino jeepney than an army vehicle) and watched Mexican peasants wailing over people being killed. They thought it was their loved ones in body bags on the sides of the roads but it was really informants. This man in our team accidentally killed one woman in our team - she was the smartest. To save us, she scooped up a bomb and ran as far away as she could from us, sacrificing herself. She went to a building and the bomb blew up. When it detonated, an undiscovered ancient Aztec-type building was revealed.

Our team was then all of a sudden in a house, trapped inside with a lethal snake. One of us caught it and put it into a tube similar to what architecture students carry around with them. This same idiot who accidentally shot the smart woman in our team accidentally let out the snake. A family friend suddenly arrived and tried to vacuum it up. Another member in our team caught it by hand but it bit him and he died instantly, sitting on a desk. Eventually we realised, and found the snake next to him. It was caught again.

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